OOOOOOOOOOOPS!!!! ~

I finally have learnt how to let go of stuff i thought i could hang on to it forever. We humans must learn how to let go. Only then we can move on. If you’re planning to move on then LEARN TO LET GO OF THE PAST. Its a must. It is very very hard at times when you breakdown after you know that’s the end of your chances of having Him/Her in your life. ITS VERY HARD I SWEAR. But hey, life’s goes on, even if it is very hard and tough initially, but soon you’ll get the hang of it and without knowing you have learnt to let go of your past and move on. That’s good. Keep on doing that, keep on forgetting and forgiving. Only then will you find the path to your happiness (Y)

Why? Why must our lives be so difficult? Why must we have different emotions everyday at different point of time? Why must we have different cliques in a class? Why must we not do certain things? Why must we hurt ourselves so that our loved ones can be happy? Why must sad things happen to us? Why must bad things even exist? Why do we curse and swear so much? Why must people die everyday committing suicide around the world? Why must we comment on other people without looking at ourselves first? Why must we compare ourselves to other people? Why do we not get what we want all the time? Why must we go to school? Why some people dont love their parents? Why must we pay for everything? Why do we have to do homeworks? Why do we cry over a girl/boy in some point of time in our lives? Why must we go emotional for no specific reason? Why must we hide our feelings all the time? WHY DO WE JUDGE PEOPLE SO EASILY? Why..?

How i really wish i can read people’s mind .. I am always curious about what other people think about me, how do they see me in their point of view. Am i annoying or irritating, noisy or loud , ugly or pretty, short or tall. I WANT TO KNOW. I want to know so that i can be someone they like. As in i wont annoy them when they see my freaking face. I want to know what they talk about behind my back. I want to know their REAL exact problem when they come to me and complain about their life so i know EXACTLY how to comfort them. So i know what nice words to make them feel better. I am someone who really really cares if someone come running to me to complain about their life, it’s just that i dont know what to say, i SWEAR i’ll listen to every word they say. I want to know what they like and what they dont like so i know how to make them feel better when they’re sad or angry. I want to know what kind of things make them go irritated so i know i wont irritate them or other people irritate them. I want to know who they like so i wont hurt them by indirectly disturbing unintentionally . I want to know it all so i can be a good friend to all my lovely friends. I want to know so that i can be a better person. So that people know my intention. I want to know.